Yes. I turned 21 today. I wasn't expecting anything but just another ordinary day. But before i knew it, Angela Baby wished me happy birthday before she left the outlet for home. Then at midnight, Iraah Baby texted me up wishing me birthday. Then, followed by Zech Sayang's birthday wish and birthday hug. And So on.....
After closing, they made me have the Waterfall, done by Andrew Khoo. Then they bring out the birthday cake bought by Veronica. After that was Kumar's drink which i duno what the fuck he gave me but all i know it was sambuca...
After that, Veronica, Dave Cai, Zech Sayang and Me went to Cineleisure to watch the late night movie, Prince of Persia.. Did alot of nonsense in the theatre itself.. Till i told Veron if they kick someone out, i'll be the first to be kicked out coz i'm laughing so loud... Veron hold Zech Sayang's hands. And Dave Cai grab onto mine.. Which i felt weird... haha... Then i beg Veron to switch place with me so i can seat with Sayang.. And we did.. haha.. Watch the movie... Had some laughter..
After the movie, Veron went home via cab... While me, Dave Cai and Zech wander to Orchard towers, where we met Max and Lingling.. Then we head down to MacD so Dave could have his breakfast.. Start to talk rubbish.. From one topic to another.. Non stop.. Shifted from the Non smoking section to the Smoking section.. Left MacD at around 9 plus.. Dave took the train back home while me and zech sayang walked over to cityhall so i could drop by my fav shop at penin..
Took a bus ride home and he sent me all the way to my void deck... Then he went home.. i had alot of fun throughout the night.. The surprises which i didnt expected.. Checked my facebook, saw my wall flooded with birthday wishes.. i broke down.. i was moved and touched by all this.. really.. all this while... this year is so much different...
To my Late Uncle who passed away today on my birthday, i pray that God will forgive all your sins and place you together with the good people in heaven.. May you're happy there Uncle. I Love You. Al-Fatehah.
All in all, this 21st birthday was somehow different from the 20 years of birthday, but also somehow it was the same... This year, i wonder, what is life gonna bring me next coming year..
:)
Smaragdos C.A
the path i've chosen ;
7:55 AM
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
This always happens. Always always happens. Within the period coming my birthday, sure as hell something bad will happen. Why? Why God Why? Why must you test me out this way? Coming 21 years of my life, it has been miserable everytime it comes to nearing my birthday. Every single year, without fail. Why why why why why why why?????
Tolong Lah Tuhan, Aku Dah Tak Kuat Nak Menempuhi Dugaan Yang Berat Kau Sering Bagi Kat Aku. Berhentikan Lah. Aku Mohon.
the path i've chosen ;
12:46 AM
# Killed #
04 May 2010 You left me. Out of anger. You left me. You promised never to leave me. But why now? Baby i love you alot. I sayangkan you sak. So much than i love anything else. You're someone i look up to, you're the onie one i call my husband, you're the only one at heart, you're the only one who the whole world knows i'm in love with.
Baby Pls. Don't Do This To Me. I Beg Of You Uh.
Come back sayang. i love you alot. Come back please. I know its fully my own mistake. But i apologised. Baby please. You don't love me anymore isit? You don't love akid anymore isit? Why must you leave me once more?
I rather DIE than continue life without you. I'm Sorry. :'(
the path i've chosen ;
12:42 AM
IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
wants: Class 2B/3 license
Mail me at : ladyinblack1602@yahoo.com.sg or sayang_shasha@hotmail.com
[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
6th June ~ BKUK 2nd Bdae
8th June ~ Iraah Baby Bdae
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