Saturday, December 20, 2008
-look behind my smiles-

haix...

why are you doing this...?

why is this so hurting inside...?

there's nothing but total silence now...

where are you...?

do you know i'm worried about you...?

do you know i'm missing you badly...?

you see me smile...

but do you think i'm really happy...?

look behind my smile...

look into my eyes...

you'll see me crying...

neverending flowing of tears...

watch me smile my sorrows...

is this a farewell from you baby...?

the last words was "bye baby.."

i didnt know that will be the last i see you after i head off work...

baby... come back pls...

my life just feels so empty without you...

nobody can understand me as well as you...

this is not goodbye...

its just a nightmare i have yet to wake up from...

pls... come back...

im missing you... so is he...

smaragdos calendula A.
211208

'every night i cry myself to sleep. why baby you doing this?'

p/s, i love you.


the path i've chosen ;
11:22 PM


Wednesday, December 17, 2008
- kiss me gently -

i'm at loss of words... i'm so confused...
You're so fabulous in my eyes...
You're so good to me...
You understand me so well that not anyone can really understand me like how you do...
You know whats best for me and whats not...
You know my best points and my weak points...
You always bring me up when i'm down...
You always cheered me on when i'm at the edge of giving up...
You always encourage me to look on the bright side...
I remember it clearly....
The day you slipped away from me....
I can never heal my heart anymore...
i keep asking why...
I keep asking god why...
I keep wanting you back...
The last we did was to kiss the time away...
with you hugging me tight...
not wanting to let go...
Singing to me...
With words so hurting...
It kills me inside...
With a smile on your face..
And tears in your eyes...
You tried to remain calm...
But i can tell you're killed inside...
Killed along with me...
As we hug each other in tears...
I dun wanna be apart from you...
From that moment...
how i wished that time will just stop and let us be together...
i can't do this baby... i really can't...
baby i'm really really sorry...
i didnt ask for all this to happen...
We were made for each other...
To be together forever...
Nobody can replace you in my heart, my mind and my soul...
Ever...

p/s, i love you...

Smaragdos calendula A.
181208

"thank you for loving me.. i'm sorry i couldn't see.." the words that you sang to me... n the more tears fell when i heard that... dun say goodbye now... we promised eternity baby...

=(


the path i've chosen ;
10:09 PM





IN LOVE WITH U

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Notes from the heart

in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.

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