# Dusty Blog #
Its been a long time since i last updated this blog of mine.. Finally managed to log in here.. After so long trying to get the password.. Very dusty blog.. very dusty indeed..

In So much pain right now. Holding back all the agony.. Trying to keep it all inside.. Ignore the pain.. But its so damn hard.. I need to get it out of my system in order for me to be working as per normal again.. haiz.. Its making my worklife at stake..

Baby Love is so busy working currently.. Will only see him next week again.. Some more next week he reservist.. walaowey.. sianz.. Plus the more i think about him going overseas, the more i miss him loads.. the more i cannot live without him.. haiz..

AkidSachok is getting bigger by the moment.. Smart and GoodLooking.. Very outspoken.. Each and every single day i prayed to god to allow us three to be together as a happy family.. i can't wait for the day to come..

Will update again later..

#Smaragdos Calendula#
#Forever i'm in love with you#