haix.. things haf been beautiful lately.. been happy with baby.. happy with razor.. happy with baby love..
but yesterday, i visited razor at SGH ICU.. my heart breaks to see him lie there with tears flowing down his cheeks.. tears of agony.. i kept asking baby whether he's gonna be okae.. baby kept reassuring me that he's a strong dude.. he's gonna be okae... i almost break down at the thought of losing my brother... if there's 3 people i cherish the most in my life now is Monster Lee, Akid Jnr and Razor ramone..
oh god, don't test him out this way anymore.. i can't bear to see him being tested out this way..
haix..
8 months from now, road trip to KL with baby, razor and some baby's friends.. nervous but excited.. coz we made a really good deal.. baby, i will owas be there for you.. no matter what happens.. no worries k... i love you.. muackz..
5 months from now, baby love turn a year old.. i thought of making it a bash on his first bdae.. and bring him out for a trip shopping with me and his daddy... hope everything goes as plan..
cheers... smaragdos calendula A.
the path i've chosen ;
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IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
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[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
6th June ~ BKUK 2nd Bdae
8th June ~ Iraah Baby Bdae
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