i dun understand why someone try so hard to impress one another esp if you know i'm not up for anotha relationship. apart from wanting to be with him. he don't bring me roses anymore, he don't. But somehow, what impresses me the most, of how he show his umpteen sincereness. He knows me well, through the language of silence. He knows when I'm alright, and he knows me when I'm not. Even when so many times, I turned my back on him, he don't give up on me that easily although he said he had. Strange it may seem, of how we fought so much and ended up piercing our hearts...he still be there for me. And for that, a million and million of roses can never compare to how sincere he is. But he does know that i love roses. A man can give you a dozen roses, and confessed with those three words. But woman always questioned their hearts, because woman hardly feel secure. And they start asking about their sincereness. He, could make me smile even with the most stupidest lamest things he does. With his favorite word; "cuuuuuttttttteeeeeee", I really miss listening to that if he's away. What more to the sacrifices he made. He, always worry alot about me. Till when he hears no news about me, he started to shiver. He, always make sure I get my dinner at his place or somewhere else before I head back home. He, smells so good even when he don't take his bath. Random. He, is always strong inside because deep down I know of how he was suffering and how hurt he have been, he doesn't give up. I don't know why he still loves spending scary time alone at night. Maybe its just his nature being. He, who even shed tears for me. He doesn't wanna lose me because he'd knew I could never make it on my own. Unlike other guys, he always give me emotional support and endless advices till sometimes, I am the one who's tired of listening. Ok, sorry. He, loves me for who i am. I dont have to dress up or look nice to impress all the time, he take me for who I am. You, I want to tell you that you still makes my heart beat faster everytime you call, you text and everytime we meet. I don't know why I still have butterflies whenever we meet.. And I admit i still adore and love you. I admit, theres still alot of akwardness between us, but baby, I love you.
the path i've chosen ;
10:31 PM
IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
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Mail me at : ladyinblack1602@yahoo.com.sg or sayang_shasha@hotmail.com
[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
6th June ~ BKUK 2nd Bdae
8th June ~ Iraah Baby Bdae
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I won't budge anymore. Enough is enough. You've created enough breakage in my life. You've shattered my dreams. You've destroyed my happiness. And i sure as hell know you're with someone new out there. You can try to lie, but you know that i know all about it. So good luck in trying yeah. :)
