haix..
i wonder why things are this way. Everyday that passed by just seem to go slowly.. Everynight i think to myself.. I ask myself why i let things be this way.. Why didnt i do something about it.. I keep asking myself why.. But i just can't find the answer why..

People keep asking why i still keep my feelings for him.. Why i still keep my deepest love and trust for him.. Why i still put high hopes on trying to get back together when he obviously doesn't want to.. Why i still case about him and his welfare..

Everytime people asked me that i can't seem to have my answers ready to shoot them back right in their face. I eventually turn blank.. I don't know why.. Haix...

I still love him. And yes i still put hopes on going back with him together.. But all i know he doesn't want to.. He already found someone to dote on and love.. Someone who is ten times much better than me.. In every angle.. Haix.. I don't know la..

Every night i cry myself to sleep.. I keep asking why.. I keep punching myself.. I keep hurting myself.. But i just can't feel anything.. I just feel numb.. I lost myself.. I really have.. I don't even know what to do anymore.. I'm fucking lost.. Ever since that day.. I turn into a walking dead person.. Everyone always caught me always in a daze.. I just can't do anything right anymore..

Baby, i would do anything to get us back together.. Even if it takes my life away.. I just want you back.. I want us back.. Like before.. Those happy times.. No matter what, i still love you.. Deep in my heart i know that we still can have a second chance to be together.. And i have faith in it.. Take care..

And oh anonymous, why not YOU fuck off MY life.. What i feel don't fucking disturb your life.. So.. BUG OFF MY LIFE AND STAY FUCKING AWAY FROM ME BITCH!

Ciao everyone.. Goodnight. Take care...