guess now you knoe the whole truth.. i'm sorry it has to be this way.. i'm sorry for hurting you in any way that occured.. i'm so goddamn sorry i have to leave.. it so freaking hurts, it kills inside.. i knoe i'm not perfect like your dream girl.. but i've tried my best to make you happy.. i've push myself to the fullest for you.. but now, i'm too weak to do that... i do push myself to the limits to stay alive.. i try not to think about it.. i try not to overwork myself.. but i guess i aredi did..
i confess i still love you alot.. i confess i still want you in my life.. i confess i still care for you alot.. i confess i want you back.. but i knoe i can't.. you aredi have someone new in your heart.. and you aredi knoe what i'm going thru rite now.. its ok.. i understand.. if god says i'm not meant to be with you, i can't fight the facts.. but i knoe i still love you with all my heart and soul..
i dun deny.. i pray for your happiness and health every single day.. hope you're happy with your new girl partner.. may she take care of you better than i do.. may she understand you more than i do..
in time to come, i'm gone, pls remember me as a memory, of the beautiful times we had.. forgive me of my mistakes.. forgive me for leaving unexpectedly... forgive me for all the bad times we had.. forgive me for all the hurt ive caused..
thank you for giving me a chance to love you... thank you for giving me a chance to care.. thank you for giving me a chance to learn.. thank you for everything..
ps, i love you.
-shasha-20/05/08- i admit i still love you alot and i want you back.
the path i've chosen ;
4:43 AM
IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
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[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
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I won't budge anymore. Enough is enough. You've created enough breakage in my life. You've shattered my dreams. You've destroyed my happiness. And i sure as hell know you're with someone new out there. You can try to lie, but you know that i know all about it. So good luck in trying yeah. :)
