i never thought u actually still cared about me... i never thought its this hard to push things to the past and start a new life again with you... i never thought i would miss you this much till i fall ill... i never thought it hurts this much...
if only i knew, i would have take the pain away from you... if only i knew, i would never want to hurt you... if only i knew, i would never want to be apart from you... if only i knew, i would have told everything i hide from you... my emotions... my feelings... my thoughts... my mind...
Everytime i think of you, i wonder whether you're thinking of me too... everytime i'm missing you, i wonder whether you're missing me too... everything feels so strange now... and baby, its never the same without you...
i'm just afraid to make another move.. I'm just afraid i'll hurt you more than i aredi have..... This is what i've become... Fragile.. Afraid of my own shadows and movements...
i knoe what i did yesterday made you angry... i seek your forgiveness...
-shasha-
12/04/08
1640hours
the path i've chosen ;
1:24 AM
IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
wants: Class 2B/3 license
Mail me at : ladyinblack1602@yahoo.com.sg or sayang_shasha@hotmail.com
[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
6th June ~ BKUK 2nd Bdae
8th June ~ Iraah Baby Bdae
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I won't budge anymore. Enough is enough. You've created enough breakage in my life. You've shattered my dreams. You've destroyed my happiness. And i sure as hell know you're with someone new out there. You can try to lie, but you know that i know all about it. So good luck in trying yeah. :)
