Wednesday, March 19, 2008
- lets play pretend -

i'm sowie..
but this wound will never heal..

it hurts too much till it kills..
i'm too afraid to look in the mirror to see my reflection..
It hurts damn bad..
I'm too afraid to take another step..
It kills another limb of mine..
I'm too afraid to do anything else..
I'm aredi dead inside..

People say "Time heals everything"
I'm sowie..
But this wound will never heal..
It can never heal again..

Maybe if my heart stops beating,
it won't hurt so much..
Please don't get me wrong.
I just can't..

I'm sowie..

Lets play pretend..

Pretend that everything's alright..
But i noe right now i say..
I'm sick of saying everything's okae..
Coz reality check, its not..

Its not okay..
I'M not okay..

I can never be okay till i have you again..
i'm sowie..

-shasha-
19/03/2008
i can't.. i just can't..


the path i've chosen ;
4:11 AM





IN LOVE WITH U

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Smaragdos Calendula
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29May1989 <3

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Mail me at : ladyinblack1602@yahoo.com.sg or
sayang_shasha@hotmail.com

[MY SPECIAL LOVE]

Junior a.k.a Akid <3
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Notes from the heart

in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.

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I won't budge anymore. Enough is enough. You've created enough breakage in my life. You've shattered my dreams. You've destroyed my happiness. And i sure as hell know you're with someone new out there. You can try to lie, but you know that i know all about it. So good luck in trying yeah. :)