Thursday, March 20, 2008
- i'm falling - deep down -
Tell me why this hurts so much.
Coz i myself don't understand even if i try.
i'm sowie.
I just can't. i really can't.
i'm sowie.
I'm falling deeper in than i know.
I can't pick myself up.
i'm caught in a trap that i can never free myself from.
The trap with poisonous air.
The one i breathe that causes me to bleed.
"The day i said i love you, i will never let you face the world alone"
Those were the words you used to say to me once.
And never did you allow that to happen.
But i never thought that day finally came.
I HAVE to face the world alone.
Why baby why?
"In life, sacrifies should be made."
"To make one party happy, you have to hurt the other party"
Is this it?
The biggest sacrifies you ever have to make.
Sacrifies our love, our future together
to make some other people happy.
You not only kill me inside.
You kill yourself inside too.
Just for them.
May i ask why?
i respect that decision in a way.
That you rather hurt yourself and me
For the sake of their happiness.
But in another way, i can't accept that decision.
I'm sowie.
It just seems unfair.
yes i know.
Life's unfair.
-shasha-
20/03/2008
the path i've chosen ;
6:03 AM
