i have this thing called flashbacks all the time.. flashbacks of both, good and bad times.. even then, tears flow as i slowly remember all the things that has been going on.. i feel like i'm on an endless rollercoaster ride.. the one that would never end, not in a million years.. baby, do you remember the day we both first met each other? its funny how the meet up took place.. in both our heads are the words saying 'deja-vu'.. and how both of us look at each other even though we sat quite a distance apart.. with alot of people walking about, we still do see each other.. not caring of the surroundings.. i smile alot when i think of it.. followed by the incidences in the office.. the words that made me laugh.. made me smile up till today.. that smile that brought upon joy in my life and made me look forward in life.. all the laughters and smiles throughout the months of our life, made me more than happy.. i felt as if i'm being lifted in the air by happiness.. the days we're together, the days we're apart.. all are the pieces of a puzzle slowly joined up together to form a beautiful masterpiece.. something so valuable, not even money can buy it from our life.. the days we argue and fight.. the days i shed tears.. the days i kept mum just about everything.. the days i just refuse to even speak up.. the days i thought i'm going to lose you.. the days we're at that verge of throwing everything away.. the days i'm at the verge of going insane.. all of that i can say are just parts of the puzzle itself.. i'm not lying when i say i love you alot.. i'm not lying when i say i wana end my life with you in it.. i'm not lying when i say i'm more than happy being with you and having you.. i might say the werds which hurts.. i might say werds that might kill.. i might say the werds that brings you down.. but all of that i didn't mean it.. all of it came out of anger.. and i never see it coming.. sincerely and truly, i apologize from the bottom of my heart.. everyday i thank god coz i have you in my life.. thankiew for everything.. only god knows that i really appreciate having you here, by my side, in my life.. i love you always, no matter what.. even if i might say those werds, god knows i'm lying, coz i'm never gonna be able to do that.. to the future life that is coming, i hope we're able to face it together, like we owas do.. i love you alot.. and i never even thought, even the slightest bit, to find another person to replace you in my heart, coz you're aredi locked in my own soul.. something i could never live without.. muackz.. -shasha-191107-
the path i've chosen ;
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IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
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[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
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I won't budge anymore. Enough is enough. You've created enough breakage in my life. You've shattered my dreams. You've destroyed my happiness. And i sure as hell know you're with someone new out there. You can try to lie, but you know that i know all about it. So good luck in trying yeah. :)
