how do you explain loneliness? i noe i can't explain it all in words. sometimes i can only say it out in my head. thinking who could hear me out. thinking who would understand. sometimes i try to say it out, putting it in sentences. but only to make misunderstanding occur. can you tell me how? coz i really dunno.
how do you say you're lonely bcoz he's too busy, bcoz he's too caught up with things. how do you say it without making things worse? how do you say it without hurting him? how do you say it all in a smile? a smile so crooked with lines that contain sadness.
does it matter if i let it out? does it matter what i feel deep inside? does it matter if i leave it inside and not tell a word about it? if one day i'm gone, will it make any difference if i get a chance to tell about it?
sometimes i ask myself, how do i let it out. how do i even say it. without letting any crystal tear drop freely down my face. if i want to talk about it, i wonder about on how to do it.
so tell me, how do i do it?
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the path i've chosen ;
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Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
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