Saturday, October 27, 2007
- LONELY DAY -
"Lonely Day"Such a lonely dayAnd it's mineThe most loneliest day of my lifeSuch a lonely dayShould be bannedIt's a day that I can't standThe most loneliest day of my lifeThe most loneliest day of my lifeSuch a lonely dayShouldn't existIt's a day that I'll never missSuch a lonely dayAnd it's mineThe most loneliest day of my lifeAnd if you go, I wanna go with youAnd if you die, I wanna die with youTake your hand and walk awayThe most loneliest day of my lifeThe most loneliest day of my lifeThe most loneliest day of my lifeSuch a lonely dayAnd it's mineIt's a day that I'm glad I survived
-shasha-261007-i cry my heart out knowing i'm dead and alone... why did you haf to do it?..
the path i've chosen ;
12:39 AM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
- a msg to you -
To dearest: Norhafiza Md Shah.Message tag together with entry:"i noe its like super late to say this but, i wanna say, happy belated 18th birthday that occured on April 29..i just wanna tell you this, i read your letter over and over again for countless times over the years ever since graduation day.. and i really wanna tell you that i might say harsh things and might misunderstood some incidences in our friendship, but i still LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND.. and i really wanna hug you and tell you that i miss you and that i still love you like i did during our secondary school days...i noe whatz past is past.. but pls note that i never put you as part of my past life.. but owas present in my heart.. and i everyday wish i could see you again before everything is too late.. take care girl..selamat hari raye.. maaf kalau selame ni shidah sakitkan hati fiza.. maaf kalau terkasar bahase biler kite gurau atau bbual.. tuhan saje yang tahu ape yang shidah nak luahkan pade fiza, yang masih shidah anggap sebagai seorang teman baik dan kakak.. assalammualaikum.."
the path i've chosen ;
6:55 AM
- confessions from me to you -
i wanna you to noe,no matter what,you'll always be in this heart of mine..
i love you alot. and you noe that.nothing can ever change that.not in a million years.muackz.
-shasha-9.51pm-241007-
the path i've chosen ;
6:48 AM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
- explainations -
how do you explain loneliness?i noe i can't explain it all in words.sometimes i can only say it out in my head.thinking who could hear me out.thinking who would understand.sometimes i try to say it out, putting it in sentences.but only to make misunderstanding occur.can you tell me how?coz i really dunno.
how do you say you're lonely bcoz he's too busy,bcoz he's too caught up with things.how do you say it without making things worse?how do you say it without hurting him?how do you say it all in a smile?a smile so crooked with lines that contain sadness.
does it matter if i let it out?does it matter what i feel deep inside?does it matter if i leave it inside and not tell a word about it?if one day i'm gone, will it make any difference if i get a chance to tell about it?
sometimes i ask myself, how do i let it out.how do i even say it.without letting any crystal tear drop freely down my face.if i want to talk about it, i wonder about on how to do it.
so tell me, how do i do it?
-shasha-231007-8.46pm-
the path i've chosen ;
5:28 AM
