why am i feeling this way? why am i feeling sad? wanting to cry all the time? why am i feeling so angry? why am i experiencing fast mood swing again? why am i angry all the time all of a sudden?
i'm tired of it.. i'm tired of hiding.. i'm tired of wearing that mask.. i wanna break free.. i wanna spend my time with you again like we used to.. i miss those days.. in fact i miss you.. alot.. i dunno what else to do..
gawd, this feels almost like depression.. except that i'm not having it..
haix.. i wonder whatz going on.. i wonder how long is this gonna last.. i wonder when will it end.. haix.. i kept having these questions running over and over in my head like a broken record.. i tried to ignore it but the more they echo in my head.. making ma head hurts..
tell me what to do honey.. i'm confused.. and feeling a little bit lost..
-3.08pm-
the path i've chosen ;
12:44 AM
IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
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[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
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I won't budge anymore. Enough is enough. You've created enough breakage in my life. You've shattered my dreams. You've destroyed my happiness. And i sure as hell know you're with someone new out there. You can try to lie, but you know that i know all about it. So good luck in trying yeah. :)