i dunno when will you realise that you're the will for me to get well whenever i fall sick.. everytime i fall sick, you promised to look after me.. tell me whats in your mind.. do you want me to get well? do you want to help me get well? your actions says, no.
i'm lying down, feeling almost dying of this sickness.. wondering when will i recover.. wondering if you'll ever be the one taking care of my meal and my medications.. wondering if you'll sit beside me while i sleep and rest away the tiredness of being sick, hoping i'll recover soon.. wondering if you'll be the one who tuck me in bed and tell me i'll be okay..
honestly, thatz in my mind.. the things that you never let me see.. while i cry away in my heart at night everytime i tell myself i'll be okay, i wonder if you ever noticed that.. while i try to hold back my tears of pain, everyday wanting to get well, wondering if you noe and see my pain.. i noticed your sorrow.. i noticed your troubled mind.. but you hid it all from me.. and everyday i wonder when will you tell..
i noe you love me alot... i love you alot too.. no doubts about that.. but honey, its time to realise that things you hide for too long will soon be out for me to noe..
till then, i will still wait.. coz i noe what i say in my mind or verbally, will cause hurt, no matter its for good or bad..
-shasha-200907- -5.19pm-
the path i've chosen ;
12:44 AM
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Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
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Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
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