why is everything happening so fast? dun you feel that time is moving so fast that everything happen in a blink of an eye..
two years passed.. and i still think of you.. (hey, peeps, dun think wrong k.. most of you might think i'm talking about ex-boyfrens, no. its ma late cousin)
why isit it took so long for me to realise that we're related? why isit when its too late then i knoe? why didnt't i realise that we had that blood-related family ties? till today, i still think of you.. i still speak about you.. i still say your name.. it remain fresh in ma head.. whatever happen that night, it still remain as a scar in my heart.. i could never forget.. i'm sorry.. i tried..
i still hold that book of mine.. the one you touch and play around with for the final time.. that day, you just finished your N level oral.. you and the 3 other boys came disturbing me at study corner, telling me all about your oral.. As i listen, i noticed you toy around with my maths book.. Twirling it on your finger.. And i never thought that would be the last i saw you.. alive, that is..
i still can't forget.. i tried and i tried.. But i failed.. i'm sorry.. i cried my soul out when the news was broken to me that afternoon.. i wanted so much to see you that night.. to really prove that you're gone.. but when i got to your house with some other friends, we were told you're at the hospital.. Still trying to find the cause of your death.. i was devastated.. i wanted to hug auntie when i saw her crying helplessly, but i hold myself back.. coz i know i can't control my tears any longer..
i came back the next day to say my final goodbye to you.. i still remembers how much i cried.. i still can't forget.. i still miss you till today my dear cousin.. i still dream of you sometimes.. i still pray for you.. i'm not perfect.. but i still try to let you go.. i'm sorry..
Al-fateha to Arwah Md. Hazwan Bin Hamzah 14 Nov 1989 to 14 Aug 2005 i miss you dearly, may you leave us in peace and rest peacefully in the other world. Amin.
shasha - 130807 - 9.19pm
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Smaragdos Calendula
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Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
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