Wednesday, July 04, 2007
- sad but true -
i sakit perut.
okie. not a nice way to start my entry. but wtf. i reali sakit perut.
i miss you syg. i reali do miss you.
duno how to put it in words, but all i can say is sorie. Though it might not heal the pain in your heart that others create, at the very least i tried to apologise to you. but you ignored me like i'm a piece of trash. not onie i visited your blog, i did a public apology at friendster. TWICE. You ignore it like its a piece of shit. i tag you at msn, you didnt bother to reply. i msg you at friendster countless times, you didnt reply. tell me what to do. coz i fucking run out of ideas on how to ease the pain in you. i still do miss you girl. dun put the friendship tat broke down 2years back at stake. i'm trying to put things together again. isit so hard to bring down your ego and realise i'm honest? isit so hard? so, pls do open your eyes fucking big enuf to see that im not lying to you. i never did.
to you reading this entry, pls do gimme advices. thanks a million. coz i really dunno what to do with this freaking problem which hung in midair for 2years. i cracked my head to solve it but i ended up killing myself. so, fucking tell me what to do.
tell me.
do you nid me to go down on my knees and apologise?
coz i FUCKING sure i WILL NOT.
im not your fucking victim.
-shasha-
-12.34am-05July07-
the path i've chosen ;
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