Wednesday, July 11, 2007
- its happening again -
the question is "why the fuck can't you leave us alone?"
I thought it has already ended. But i thought wrong.
Why must you come back to destroy us when we've done nothing to you.
Why must you wreck my future, my family, my life?
Why can't you just fuck off and get lost?
it hurts alot to knoe its happening again.. for days i think about this and i'm never turning my back against my family.. to knoe you bitches are doing it again, i have never ever counted you in as my family.. why can't you just leave us alone? don't you noe what you're doing is a sin? why don't you just come back to the right path and do the right things.. people might start liking you for it.. but if you continue doing this, i swear i won't let you rest til you give up your stupid shit issues you have against us when we've done nothing..
it hurts to think how would i live through this.. how would my family live through this.. how would my family have to go through this again.. how would the lives of my generations to come be.. what the fuck do they want from us?
baby dear, i dun want to undergo this shit my entire life.. i want us to live as per normal like all other people do.. why can't we just live normally without all this shit? why? everytime i think about it, it hurts so bad.. it just hurts.. i dun want to undergo this.. i dun.. i dun want neither of us to undergo all of this.. it hurts too many people, kill to many lives.. i can't bear to live through this again.. i can't..
='(
i just wanna cry.
-shasha-11July07-5.06pm-
the path i've chosen ;
1:53 AM