Thursday, July 05, 2007
- from Monster & BKUK - my replies -
From Monster:
read n rmbr by heart.... i dn fuckin care hu n i don fuckin care whr... all i noe i fuckin love u till d day i die... fuck care wat dey say n fuck care abt everytin.... rmbr dat im stil here no matter wat... i been thru hell n back n i noe hw much pain u're keepin inside.... if u dn noe im hurt bad 2 bt ppl come n go bt MONSTER'S PRESENCE live 4EVER!!!!...
i love u gal... rmbr dat... i love u 2 death... n im honest abt dat.... ask bkuk n dey will noe... if u read diz rmbr dat d im here 4 u... i truely care 4 u n i understand y u take d shit ppl put up 2 u... if u nid help im here n the bkuk will b thr 4 u 2... trust mi wen i say the king cn do WONDERS!!
From Black & Ying:
monster iz here gal... dn fuckin worrie... the 1 n onli iz bck in biz... he will nt say quit... hes a strong dude n u nid 2 trust him n juz play along wif his shitz... hiz kinda strez at d moment bt if u really love him u cn c it... we r thr bt u cnt c us... we understand dat u dono us bt wen u look into sum1 eyes 4 some time u cn c d true person..
sowie if we talk alot... but diz iz d onli way 4 us 2 tel u dat we care 4 u n ur family... we r d ppl dat u cnt c bt u muz belive dat were dat...if u belive in air... we r like dat... bt we dn come n go juz like dat we will leave a mark dat d BKUK iz thr. watz diz shit abt u forgivin sum bitch 4 2yrs?? do u 1 ritz 2 do it 4 u??? cz i noe shez fuckin willin... all d best n do take care of monster 4 us wen we're gone... nt dat im sayin u didn... we appreciate wat u did 4 monster... n we respect dat... he will die 4 u n all of us noes dat... all d best frm d BKUK... Black(1st) &Ying(2nd) P..
Shasha replies.
To my loving husband, Monster:
thanks for all the things you've done for me and my family.. i love you alot and i have never ever forgotten that you've been there and will always be.. thanks for being so super understanding all the time.. i never said you lied about loving me alot.. i've always believe in that and i've always believe in you.. i've always believe in everything you do and will continue to do so till the day i die.. i've been honest, i noe you do too.. Thats why i seek advices from you first... coz all i noe you're my first priority.. you said "apologising won't kill.." (or something like that.. sowie i can't really remember).. and i did.. but i guess its to no avail.. so what i can say is fuck it.. no more.. i'm no slave to anyone.. and furthermore you told me that one day she'll realise that i've been sincerely apologising.. thanks for scolding me when i'm wrong.. thanks for teaching me the right from wrong.. i love you alot.. and pls do always remember that i never lie abt it or anything else... muackz...
To that special people of BKUK, Black & Ying:
(note: goes to all BKUK that i noe of)
Thanks for always being there for monster and me.. Though i might not be able to see you people that much as i want to.. i appreciate your help that you've been giving.. i really really do.. I do trust monster... i trust him alot.. i do noe that he's stress at the moment.. i noticed it a long time ago.. but how i still wished he tell me whats been going on in his head.. Even when i ask him, he kept saying "nothing".. i do understand that some things he refuses to tell coz he rather keep it to himself.. But all i want him to noe is that i'm here for him too.. though i might not be able to help that very much, at the very least i could hear his troubled mind.. i just dun want him to keep things from me even if sometimes the things can pretty much hurt when i got to knoe them.. hope everyone understands... i will take care of him till the day i leave this world.. thanks guys.. you've been there.. thanks..
To people reading this blog of mine:
i have the right to write whatever i fucking want.. its my blog.. bloghoppers are unwelcomed.. but if you happen to drop by and read, i'm cool with it.. but if you start to curse and swear my blog while reading, i suggest you leave the page instantly.. i dun tolerate nonsense from bloghoppers anymore.. so fuck whatever you wana say.. i'm in charge of this blog.. curse and swear all you want, i'm not taking it in my head nor am i tolerating it.. so like monster's and BKUK favourite words to say: FUCK OFF..!!!
-shasha-
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the path i've chosen ;
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