Wednesday, March 21, 2007
solemn goodbye
Its time for him to leave
its been days.. he still remain unconcious... still no movement.. nothing.. just lying there stiff and motionless.. With the help of a machine to help him breathe.. And also a detector to keep track of his heartbeat...
uncle, its been days since you fall into a coma.. why don't you wanna wake up uncle..?? All of us is waiting for you to wake up.. We are waiting for you to get well soon... The last i heard is they took off the tube from you... but nothing else...
But yesterday, it seems that another loss of family member.. uncle, you left us.. for good now.. you didnt even say goodbye.. haiz.. god must have love you more.. Guess he decided to put you out of anymore pains and sorrow all those needles and blood test they put you in...
The news came abruptly when i was lying down on the sofa, reading a book about a 17year old girl who was pregnant and days due to labour... I sat up when i heard the news.. I dunno whether to cry or to remained silent.. all i noe i was crying deep inside.. He's gone.. For good... He'll never ever wake up... He has already left us..
tried to control ma emotions that run wild.. guess i managed..but later i got another call telling me that uncle gonna be buried before 10am today... i ain't a superhero to stop all this from happening... All i could do is pray for you...
Al-fateha to Uncle Wahid a.k.a Uncle Hamid.. May your journey to meet HIM be a peaceful one.. May your sins and wrongdoings be forgiven.. Goodbye..
-shasha
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