hmm.. lets see.. any updates..?? well, lets update date by date... 3rd March, Saturday Work is work.. but ever since i started working, it disrupts my time with him.. i'm so sorry.. i didn't meant for that to happen... but the timing are so fucked up.. and its freaking tiring me out.. haix.. 4th March, Sunday He dropped by my workplace to see me before he book in.. i kinda cabut awhile.. go for a smoke or something.. hehe.. anw, we sat pat tangga, my usual spot wen i go for break.. I felt his body temperature was too hot to be true.. so i asked him go home (my house, coz he's staying over) to check his temperature since he got 45mins before he really got to be otw to book in.. so he did.. i asked him call my fone once got the readings.. And what i guessed was right, he has fever.. 42.8 degrees.. immediately he was sent to A&E Changi to see doctor n get mc.. and finally got mc till 6th march.. Finish work and rush home a.f.a.p... sayang laki mah... 5th March, Monday Off day today. But was sapose to book in HQ for camp today.. But i msg my TCO and OIC that i'm not coming.. kinda last minute back out.. I rather stay at home and take care of him.. Lagipon, he's much more important than the camp.. and so i did.. we stayed at home.. he had his meals right.. ate his medications and all.. sleep more than expected.. but nvm.. body resting.. 6th March, Tuesday Imagine seeing me with very red eyes.. thatz coz i didnt realli get to sleep... had to wake up in the mid of the night to give his medication.. standard ar.. name jugak bini... He's booking in today... Hope he's gonna be alright... 9th March, Friday I was sick and tired of the workplace aredi.. so i decided to cabut.. my dad called in and say got family emergency la... den my mum called in.. den Mon came down to reason with the sales girl, and get me out of there.. phew.. free at last.. fucking racist place... stupid fucked up commission working 'standards'... was dying to get out... til i cried... heh... 10th March, Saturday Kak Ubaidah's wedding was postponed.. coz of her husband to be got in an accident... read the papers.. the PUB guy.. yah.. tatz him.. n got to noe, he's my uncle... haix.... kak ubaidah, sabar je la... tis all a test for u... 11th March, Sunday We went out to shoot some pool today.. didnt snap pic... was busy competing with Mon... We were at Pool Fusion 2.. at Bugis.. haha.. the cafe & bar pool fusion.. tatz it.. den we went to take a stroll somewhere to relax our tired mind.... den we went home.. after he changed and all, he took a cab straight book in.... And now i feel lonely... haix.. i miss him alot... I think R*** do too... i think she missed him more than i do... Mon and me had talk things out.. about stuff la.. i heard R*** teared... i told him to meet her up and talk la... he say he will, one day when he's free... She (***) came home walking so senget... like as if she's drunk or something... i look at her one kind... either she's drunk or just got raped... hope not... Somehow i feel that hes so stress up.. not about NS.. not about HTA.. not about training... but about something else... i might be wrong.. but my instincts tell me its right... [song listening to: janji seorang kekasih - boboy]
i've always love you baby...
till the end of time...
1.37am, Monday, 120307
the path i've chosen ;
9:20 AM
IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
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[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
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