Wednesday, February 28, 2007
a new beginning
hey..! its a brand new start for me.. im starting work tomorrow.. yey..!!baby, i got a job..!! thankiew sayang for having faith in me.. i love you..!! muacks..!!28 feb 075.23pm
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1:21 AM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
fuck you a*iz*h
people have been talking behind my back. and i dun like it. what have i done to deserve this? i havent done anything wrong to them.eh girl, if you can't take the pain, leave the group. dun be the fuel that sparks my fire. jux because i mention about demotion, you start jumping all over and screaming your heads of at everyone. fuck you. seriously. fuck you. who are you to even speak to me like that? you're a nobody girl. wake up. smell the coffee. you're just a pathetic suck up bitch i've ever seen.you said things behind my back. you didnt think of what you said. being as dumb as ever, you just merely say things which is so not true. i ain't your slave bitch. i run the hierachy. not you. you're just a pathetic master sgt that just suck up to the teachers to get your rank. you dun even deserve your fucking rank. can't even respect yourself, n try to be a fucking big shot. fuck you.since you like to pick a fight with me so much. lets see how much you love it when it happens this thursday, 220207. just dun ever regret it. dun come running to me with your fucking pathetic sad crying look on your face and try to suck up to me seeking for apologies.. fuck you girl.shasha means what she says.dun spark up her fire. coz she haven light up a big fire for so long.fuck you a*iz*h. seriouly.mood: anger
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9:16 AM
to adik fizah
tearing me apart. tears will flow.i duno what am i to do to.i lost a part of me.i lost her, my dear lil sis.everynite i pray she'll forgive me.without her, i feel more lonely than ever.darling, will you forgive me?sincerely from this heart,shasha
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9:12 AM
its grandpa bdae
its grandpa birthday.. We kinda had a family gathering... so its at aunt's house... and the house is so like packed with people.. My cousins was there.. even my newborn niece was there too... she is like soo super cute.. Lisa keep on saying that Mon look like the Imran dunno-wat guy but except that mon looks more handsome... And she goes yapping about the usual stuff.. BOYS...Abg Isham keep on asking me what time ima finish work coz he gonna fetch her from work... And i was like, why dun you msg her? Simple kan..?We ate and had lotsa laughter... The house was super kecoh (translation: noisy)... Oh yah, Mon did follow us go over... Grandpa was glad to see him... But he stayed not for long as he need to book in back to camp.. standard ar.. NS man... forever booking in and out.. Thats life... But im glad he book out.. I usually miss him alot when he's in there... hehe...At around 5plus if im not wrong... I and him went down for a personal talk.. We kinda talk about things... Then when i sent him down for him to take a cab over to HTA, i told him la that watever decision he take, as long as he's really sure of the decision he make, i will respect it.. And that i will still love him no matter what decision he make... Guess he understands what i mean...So i did sent him off.. When he was in the cab aredi and me went up aredi... i just remembered that my ic was in his wallet... And he make a U-turn.. I felt guilty la... So when he passed me my ic, i passed him $4 to cover the u-turn trip.. actually he asked for $2 jek.. but coz i feel bad, i gave him double.. geez... sorie baby...Jux now, Azmi msg me at MSN asking if i wanna tag along with the malaons and the rest of the gang, to slack around east coast, makan2 and all... i asked la when, he said its on Saturday 3rd March... And i was like saying in my heart la, Oopsy sorie... im gonna spent time with my sayang.. haha.. So i told him i'll consider thinking about it and let him noe if im going... And he says, okay...Oh well... i rather be with him than them... Its jux a slacking 'party' aniway.. useless waste of time... bleah...= shasha =210207. 12.30am.i wonder if i would ever can achieve my dreams.
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8:14 AM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
beautiful pictures
* it has owas been you and me *
* at east coast, 170207 *
* shades on *
* ok ok.. no nid act fierce la bro * at busstop frm ec *
* Mat Smart & Mat Rock * haha *
* Shasha & Mat Smart * at jemputan *
* my sayang si busuk..!! haha.. * niece *
* im sorry babygirl * guess you didnt care at all * i miss you *
the path i've chosen ;
4:04 AM
its been a year
its been a wonderful year.. there's lotsa ups and there's lotsa downs... but all i know baby, its our one year anniversary.. I love you alot baby... You taught me alot of things that maybe some other guy partners would rather just ignore... You played your part well as an attached guy.. And as a husband.. I really really appreciate all the things you have done to make this relationship work.. You taught me to be a better person... You make me find my own true self without being asked to..Arguements and fights do occur... but what the fuck kan.. its to make us learn our mistakes and also to be a better couple... I love the way you make me smile everytime i'm down... I love the way you know what to do when you noticed there's something wrong with the whole atmostphere... I love the way you make things work... I love the way you look at me... I love the way you whisper to me 'I Love You Baby'... i love the way you disturb me... N alot more... But most of all, i knoe i LOVE you the way you LOVE me... muackz...thanks to all BK who wished Happy anniversary...a year has passed... And in the years to come, u can be assured that my love for you is stronger than ever... I love you baby.. and i never lie about that... NEVER...Monster & Shasha
Happy One Year Anniversary
160206
Yours till eternity
*160207* it has owas been you baby...*
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