ever since i quit scul, everythings seemed to change... i miss my frenz in scul... i remembered Mrs Heng, Section Head of Admin Dept, asked me "Did you quarell with your frenz...?" My reply was simple.. i said "Nope.. i have lovely frenz.. i have great classmates.. i have a super cool Class Advisor... What more could i ask for...?" And then she smiled.. its true.. i do have lovely frenz.. i do have great classmates.. Everyone is special.. They awas noe how to brightened up the class when its dead boring.. Everyone is a joker in class.. Everyone brings a smile to everyone.. its great to be part of the fun-loving ISQ of ITE Bishan... I miss them actually...i miss the naughty times me and Chitra had.. Not paying attention to the teacher in front of class.. both of us typing and surfing away in computer class... teach and guide each other when we kinda lag behind the class in class exercises... pretty funny when i think about it... i miss the cliques too... owas together... listening to each others' crap.. haha.. sometimes we talk about our problems, crack jokes, laugh together, comfort each other... lots of laughter and joy in the cliques of frenz... i miss them.. Miss helping Azura down the steps of stairs in the amphitheatre after morning assembly or during exchange of classes... Miss teman-ing her in dark toilets too.. haha... Miss our small talks and laughter... Miss talking to her jux abt aniting... Miss sitting beside Daya.. Miss talking to her in class... Miss doing partner work together with her... Miss her... Miss Shila... Miss talking to her about aniting... Talk crap... Laugh... Joke around.. Miss going home together with her.. Taking the train back to east side of singapore... Miss Zulaiha... Miss talking and laughing... Miss Ikhwan... My best buddy (for guys).. He's the person i talked to wen im lonely... (beside talking to the girls)... Miss disturbing him.. Miss talking to him in class... Miss msging him in class during lesson, when actuali we're sitting side by side... Miss going to scul with him in the morning... Miss Hao Jie... Miss disturbing him... Miss talking crap with him... msn with him in class wen we're onie sitting front and back to each other.. sick... i noe... Miss the chinese girls... Those smiles of them, owas brightened up my day when i see them first thing in the morning... Their crappyness never fails to bring laughter to the class... i miss that... i miss my crappy class advisor... the cute hello kitty obsession lady... someone who you can talk to... someone who can advise you.. duh.. dun call a class advisor for nothing... miss doing peace to her... miss disturbing her... haix.. things have changed... im out of scul.. i noe i didnt explain to most of you girls.. im sorry u guys received the news quite late... but trust me.. i didnt meant for it to happen.. girls, study hard... pass with flying colours... do well... dun worry... you guys can do it.. i have faith in you guys.. have fun in scul... im sorie i didnt inform earlier... take care of yourselves... millions of apologise from shasha to you all... 30th November 2006 Theeba passed away... a guy from my syndicate in the 51st CLT Course... He was our big brother... the eldest among all.. He guide us well throughout the whole entire course... but in the end, he passed on in life.. he faced lukemia... but struggled to pull through... i salute him for having the strength to fight this sickness... May he rest in peace.. No more suffering for you my dear brother, Theeba... Prayers for theeba... after 301106... alot of things occured... Things between kakak and him wasnt good at all.. reali wasnt good.... things between me and him.....? Oh well, as per normal... except that hes entering ns soon... very soon... haiz... Things between me and ma parents..? no comments... seriously no comments... hmm... out for now... gotta attend to him whose sleeping now.. hes sick.. gotta watch over him... take care peeps... -loves shasha... 061206 6.07am
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IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
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Mail me at : ladyinblack1602@yahoo.com.sg or sayang_shasha@hotmail.com
[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
6th June ~ BKUK 2nd Bdae
8th June ~ Iraah Baby Bdae
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I won't budge anymore. Enough is enough. You've created enough breakage in my life. You've shattered my dreams. You've destroyed my happiness. And i sure as hell know you're with someone new out there. You can try to lie, but you know that i know all about it. So good luck in trying yeah. :)
