Yesterday is very sucky for me.. Woke up to go to werk in the morning... I forgot that my dad usually bath tat time.. i jux enter the toilet la to bathe.. (ok tatz sounds wrong.. i mean dad's in the master bedroom toilet, im in the kitchen toilet..) then we two end up fighting for water in the two toilet... had to dress up quick coz its aredi 9.30am.. sapose to meet tasha at 10am.. put on ma eyeliner, face powder n off i go to werk... wen i left the house, umie fell sick... and i didnt noe about it... haix... i got to noe when she msged me in the afternoon.. she asked me to accompany my idiotic sister to takashimaya... den she say she's sick... and that she's waiting for my dad to come home den go doc... walao... the moment i heard the news.. i start to panic... i mean, i never panic... but coz it happen soo sudden, i start to panic.. i tried to act calm and relax in front of everybody... but i noe i was as pissed as hell at ma sister... i tried to get someone to talk to... but farit was the onie one available... i jux gotta let it out before i breakdown... he asked me to relax... and tat later at night he'll call me back... Which (im so glad) he eventually didnt... was sapose to meet ma idiotic sister at 6.30pm... but she purposely come late... and made me wait for 1hr.. wth... she noes i dun like to wait... and yet she still do it... tat pissed me off more.. wen we're at takashimaya, she was busy looking for bags ar... and to entertain my self and to cheer me up, i go look at the dresses... lawa sey..!! i was lighten up abit ar... wen home as soon as she got her stuff... check on umie... she looks very weak... the moment i see her, my heart breaks into millions of pieces... i suap her grass jelly... at least there's something to digest... den she starts to cramp up... lagi i panic... worst than ever... i quickly help her urut her hands to allow the blood to circulate better... i was soo freak out... everything i do was abit either too fast or too slow.. tried to keep her awake... so talk to her la... about me n tasha... about me and mon... get her to get dressed and sent her off to clinic... i was super panicky... i gotta msg mon... i was hoping he on his fone.. and he finally did..!! i was aredi about to cry... but he asked me not to worie... tmr he'll be booking out.. can't wait for his return here... i reali reali reali nid him... some ppl thot my probz are nothing.. tatz bcoz i didnt tell them fully of to what are my actual probz... i rather keep it to myself... coz i dun wanna scare them away.. onie certain ppl noe wat actually happen... haix... relax shasha... 30 hours more to go... he'll be back tmr... relax... chill... btw, JACK....!!!! YOU GOT ALOT OF EXPLAINING TO DO TO ME..!!! YOUR FUCKING GIRL PISSED ME OFF THIS MORNING..!! SHE IS THE REASON OF TO WHY I BLEW UP...!! TESTING MA PATIENCE ISIT..??!! FUCK YOU LA... YOU BETTER FIND TYPICAL REASONS BEFORE I REALI GO THERE AND WHACK HER UP..!! ASSHOLE...!! CALL ME A BITCH I STIL CAN TAKE IT.. COZ I AM ONE BITCHY GIRL... CALL ME IDIOT?? U'RE STEPPING ON MY TAIL ASSHOLE... TESTING THE FIRE IN ME ISIT...?? WELL, YOU AREDI POURED ALCOHOL INTO MY FIRE AND MADE IT GREW BIGGER, SLUT... [...211206...] ...[12.22pm]... baby i nid u... haix...
the path i've chosen ;
8:01 PM
IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
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Mail me at : ladyinblack1602@yahoo.com.sg or sayang_shasha@hotmail.com
[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
6th June ~ BKUK 2nd Bdae
8th June ~ Iraah Baby Bdae
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