sometimes when i look at the photos taken, i miss those days.. how i wished i could turn back the time... but i dun want to... its great this way... well, all i can say is that sometimes things aren't meant to be as planned... thats why the best things in life comes in a package...
i gotta say i miss you so.. and that i never asked for fights and quarells... i miss your used-to-be-perfect smile that always makes me wanna smile.. i miss your laughter which always make me laugh and smile.. i miss you which brings happiness and joy to my dull life... i miss you dear... i reali do.. even when i'm sitting beside you, i'm missing you.. i noe its weird but yah... it reali is.. even when i'm sitting beside you, i'm thinking of you... how much i love you and how much you meant to me... i wonder if you knew it all.. i reali do hope so... but do you even reali love me...? i dun think so...
i never wanted these heart-wrenching cries.. i never wanted these fights... i never asked for sunshine to shine so bright.. i never asked for it all... all i asked for is you, to be with you, to make you happy, to live with you... i love you dear.. did you know...? oh well, i dun think so.. you can fuck off now.. i dun give a damn... coz all i noe, i deserve someone better.. someone better than you.. someone who really loves me for who i am... someone who can accept me and correct ma mistakes... even tho i still do treat you as ma bestfren now, i haf thrown the memories of us together... i never want to think of them anymore... you're just a fucking stranger in ma life.. someone whom i noe onie as a fren, last time and now... we haf no past together... none.. zero.. you can fuck off now...
i haf met someone new... someone better than you.. someone who would hear what i have to say and guide me when i'm lost... someone who make me smile without even doing anything... someone who can make ma day jux by me looking at him.. and his name is Monster... i love him alot and he is ma first top priority now.. no one else.. he meant the world to me... he's everything to me.. you..? you can jolly well fuck off from ma life... no more lies from you.. no more hurt... no more hatred... no more tears... fuck off asshole... i dun miss you.. i dun care for you..i dun think about you.. i dun give a fuck about you..
but...
i HATE you...
the path i've chosen ;
9:33 AM
IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
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[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
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I won't budge anymore. Enough is enough. You've created enough breakage in my life. You've shattered my dreams. You've destroyed my happiness. And i sure as hell know you're with someone new out there. You can try to lie, but you know that i know all about it. So good luck in trying yeah. :)
