im breaking up inside.. im becoming much much more fragile at heart than i was before.. things are getting worser by the minute.. what the hell is going on..? why is this happening..? what more would i be expecting to happen..? im preventing shit tat i saw tat is going to happen.. i need you by my side.. but yet, it seems like you're just too heartbroken to be here, with me..
i dun understand things that are in my hands.. i can't seem to handle it.. i tried to be there for you.. i tried to make things right.. but guess what i do for you are just shit n crap eh.. i destroy your career.. i destroy your life.. we tried to put this arguement to an end this morning.. but eventually it got bigger.. im dying aredi b.. help me make things easier.. i'll appreciate it..
my heart is bleeding.. bleeding with anger, hurt, sorrow, tears and pain.. why must i let this to happen..? why must i let this shit crash everything i have..? fuck life.. there's nothing more to live for.. thanks for everything.. i reali appreciate it..
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the path i've chosen ;
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IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
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Mail me at : ladyinblack1602@yahoo.com.sg or sayang_shasha@hotmail.com
[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
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I won't budge anymore. Enough is enough. You've created enough breakage in my life. You've shattered my dreams. You've destroyed my happiness. And i sure as hell know you're with someone new out there. You can try to lie, but you know that i know all about it. So good luck in trying yeah. :)
