yes fatt... can't help it.. we just miss him... alot.. but sometimes when you try to forget things, you just got to... i know its hard.. but honestly speaking, i lost not onie him at that point of time.. i lost someone whom i care alot about (at that point of time)... I can say its like i fell hard and didnt have the strength to carry myself up... i fell so low, you wouldnt wanna imagine the state im in that time... it took me quite awhile to recover from all the shock.. and finally i did... 10 months later, that is..
.150805. the day everybody went over to have one last look at him before his burial.. alot tried so hard to hold back their tears but in the end brokedown... others just let the tears flow.. some pretend so so hard they're alright.. but all i knoe, everyone is aching deep inside.. to be honest, i live in Bedok area as you noe fatt.. and every single day when i want to go to scul, i took the train.. and sadly, i have to past kallang.. and truth is, memories do haunt me as i look at the river itself and the blk he used to live in.. day after day.. but i pull myself together.. i hold myself strong.. i just smile and pray that he'll be forgiven and that he'll rest in peace.. you should too babygirl... We all should.. pray for him if you remember about him all the time.. he'll be happy.. thatz what he told me... (after he passed away, that is)... cheer up babygirl.. he'll be happy to rest in peace if he sees people from his past pray for him and let him go... cheer up..
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the path i've chosen ;
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Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
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[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
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