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im sick and tired of hiding... im sick and tired of fighting... enough of all this crap... its time for me to end it... i kept trying to keep Mizfire hidden in me... kept behind her unlocked cage... but people kept testing my patience.. which gives Mizfire a golden chance to escape and start her chaos.. but with someone who stayed by my side... he kept telling me to keep her out of sight... dun let her out.. he said.. cool down baby... cool her down... i will... and thatz my promise to him.. i never asked for this to happen.. you created my fears into reality.. you unlocked her cage.. you answer for the consequences... dun fuck around with me... fuck off instead...

i jux got home yesterday, 180706, close to midnight... i went out on monday, got something on to handle.. didnt went home... tomorrow is another day.. im sick and tired of this case of mine.. when will it end..? thatz my question that kept playing in my head... but no matter what, he is always here to be with me thru thick and thin... he do anything to see me hapie.. smiling and laughing away... gawd... i still love him alot...

i nid to log off now.. nid to do something.. planning for my case to win.. pray for me ya.. thankiew..

take care ppl... n btw meeznur, NEVER call my house... thanks...

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