[...to fatt...]
well... i gotta say this my dear sis, fatt... its hard enuf to forget someone you once love as more than a fren... i understand... but its harder to forget someone who is actually related to you... i noe how you feel my dear... but what to do... hes already gone... lets face the fact... he won't come back... lets jux pray for him so that he'll be able to rest in peace... let him go girl.. even if you can't seem to... let him go... hez a loveable guy i gotta admit... but you jux gotta let him go now...

i understand what your thoughts are.. i understand how you feel... i saw the way you cried at the day we were all present at his house for his burial... i saw the way you nid someone to jux hug you and let you jux cry out your hurt... i noe... i was crying too i admit that... i jux had to cry out every hurt im feeling at that point of time... to be frank, i cried my journey home... the hurt was still fresh... my tears were my companion throughout my journey home and through the days of the month... it took me quite alot of strength to hold back those tears when im in scul... i finally manage to have a grip of myself... but i only manage to forget about the incident 1o months later...

though right now i actually remembered about the whole thing again, the wounds are like being slashed open... but im okae with it coz im much stronger now...