well fatt... all i gotta say is that life's like this... its what we're sapoze to go thru.. got to admit it ar... sometimes i feel like giving up.. but lucky for me i still haf him n frenz who disapprove me of giving up... i still continue on...
well..... haix... i thot i could forget that day... that day that i lost a cousin.. close cousin... Muhd Hazwan... Why am i writing about him... well.. to be frank... i saw his name on fatts blog.. and all of it came back.. and i really mean all... i miss him.. alot... hez a great fren.. a cool cousin.. fun and loving.. smart too.. but all of it doesnt matters now.. coz hez no more here.. hez gone to face god.. i prayed that his sins will be forgiven by god... it hurtz to remember the past that you try to forget... it kills you inside too... haiz...
me and ma soul sis are already talking.. i manage to talk her out of the whole freaking arguement... it hurtz sak argueing with her... at one point, i almost thot our sisterhood and bondship is gonna crash... but i guess i did make the right move ar... forget it lah.. i dun wanna talk about it... i feel better that we're on talking terms now...
i miss ma baby... i wonder if hez okae.. well... i hope he is... later gonna meet him... miss him alot.. its been a great 4 months 24 days and duno how many hours or minutes, with him.. alot of funny incidents.. alot of crappy ones too.. alot of sad ones... but all of it i'll treasure.. till the day i die... its cool to have someone like him around to make the day.. hez the best.. i love him to bitz... im beginning to love his prince(S) like ma own brotherz aredi.. i thank them for entering my life..
i love every single moment i spent the day with you... i love every bit of you.. i love who you are.. i love the memories we shared.. the pain, the joy, the laughter... all of it.. i love anything that is related or link up to you... i love you baby... muackz...
[...10 july 06...] ...[12.56pm]... [...i miss ma baby/husband alot....]
the path i've chosen ;
10:01 PM
IN LOVE WITH U
Smaragdos Calendula
29May1989 <3
wants: Class 2B/3 license
Mail me at : ladyinblack1602@yahoo.com.sg or sayang_shasha@hotmail.com
[MY SPECIAL LOVE]
Junior a.k.a Akid <3
Notes from the heart
in whatever ways u take, i still choose a different path..
in whatever speeches you said, i still be the opposition..
in whatever ways u react, i still react differently..
but amongst all the things i might be able to say,
i can't lie that I LOVE YOU.
Before, now and forever after.
6th June ~ BKUK 2nd Bdae
8th June ~ Iraah Baby Bdae
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I won't budge anymore. Enough is enough. You've created enough breakage in my life. You've shattered my dreams. You've destroyed my happiness. And i sure as hell know you're with someone new out there. You can try to lie, but you know that i know all about it. So good luck in trying yeah. :)
