[...chill gurl chill...]
sometimes i think you're pushing your luck girl.. pushing your freaking luck too far.. you just made me blew up yesterday... hez not in the wrong.. i will not blame him.. you're the one who got no freaking shame and regards him as your guy and can still say that everything has already happened.. like love, lust and infactuation... fuck you lah... you still got the cheek to tell me he got his and you got yours... cross over my dead body than you can come and get him and tell the whole werld that hez yours...

all i know love never happened... lust did happen.. but too bad lah.. you being lusty to your self.. freaking asshole... nothing happened between you two idiots.. he has only treated you and regards you like one of his friends... nothing more... you're taking things into your own fantasies for far too long aredi.. i kept quiet for four fucking months... its time i open up my mouth and say out what i needed to say a long time ago... as for him, i'll settle later... as for you, you better make sure i dun see you at werk when i come down.. if not, you'll get ready to have a very very very very long coffee session with me..

haix.. chill gurl chill... this shit will end soon.. as soon as she (someone who i've been waiting for to help me with this) comes down... relax gurl.. you can do this.. hold on... hold on longer... don't ever let go.. you have never taught to give up neither taught to let go when you can still hold on... gawd... i need the strength to carry on... how much longer would this shit last... come on.. im a strong gurl.. i can take this shit.. i can end it too... nevermind... just need to take some time out... time alone to clear my mind out... time alone from everyone and everything... haix.. im a strong gurl.. nevermind.. can still take this shit one..