[...holding on...]
im sorie i talk to you quite harshly this morning... i didnt mean to... everiting doesnt seem to fall into place... you heard my cryings yesterday... but to be honest, im trying so hard not to cry... im holding back all the tearz.. im at the point of tearz aredi... but i hide those tears... i hide those sadnez... i hide those miseries.. i still put on a smile and laugh those laughters... let the world know im okae... but though deep inside, im breaking up...

i know you miss me... i do miss you too.. but i can do nothing now... coz at this point of time, im too pressurize to think about anything else... yes i do think of you.. in fact its all about you... im trying to save our relationship if you haven noticed it b... i've had enuf of tat bitch aredi b.. please baby.. think.. u had enuf of her aredi... but still you won't let me do anything about it.. she pissed you off and you can still shut up.. me..? a tiny miserable mistake made you blow your top off... what the fuck is tat sak b.. i've said it before, and i will say it again.. its time i do something.. this time, whether you like it or not.. im sorie if its goin to hurt you.. but rest assured, it won't...

take care baby... love ya.. muackzz...

[...22 june 06...]
...[10.45am]...
[...eh bitch, disturb him once more n see what'll hapen to u...]