[...haix...]
i never thot things would go worst as days passed by.. n i never haf a slip in mind that syawal would do something like that..
the questions you asked me jux now, really made me ponder... isit true that he did it...? you look at me one kind when you ask me who was the one who leak the story out...

when i look at you, i see something rare... and theres no one who can be compared with you... theres something inside you that shines out... what makes you different from the rest makes you beautiful to me... you know how to made me laugh... you made me happy without doing anything... you've touched my life in so many ways... in your eyes i see a love so rare,
that i managed to grab hold of it... thanks to you, i can live life without hatred anymore... i never love a person this much before... and no one has ever got hold of my utmost respect... onie you... u got my utmost respect... u got my pure love... no one else has managed to achieve that from me... You kill the loneliness ever since i met you on 6th Feb 2006... You kill the hatred in me... you mend my heart... heal all the wounds... calm my soul down... cool off my anger... you're that someone special i won't be able to let go of... you're that someone whom i vowed to live with together forever... You're that someone whom i know would love me with all your heart.. i can see that your love is so pure and true... a love which i won't be able to find if given a million years.. you're one and rare...

enuf of what people wanna say about you... i know how you felt... i know how big your fire is burning deep inside... but i jux wanna you to calm down... we can settle this shit out... its now or never... yes i know of how much your hatred is for junaidi and ayie... and not forgetting raihan too... tis shit all happen ever since i joined... how i wished i could find a way to help you out in solving this shit out... i dun want ou to fell all strez out and doing all the intense thinking... everytime you do your intense thinking, you'll passed out, flat cold... i dun wan anything to happen to you... lemme do my part to help you out... pls...

i miss you alot... and i know, by won't be able to contact you for 2days straight, is like giving you a fucking cold turkey... im sorry... but i can't call you using home fone... and my prepaid left 1cents... all i could tell you is not to think so much and i'll contact you as soon as i top up my card... i know how fucking lonely you'll be these 2days.... but like what i told you
jux now.. i'll try to contact you in between times when its possible... sorie baby.. this is all i could do for the time being...

i love you alot... muackzz.. muackzz...

[...03 June 06...]
...[11.45pm]...