[...its abt us..]
[. s i x t e e n f e b t w o t h o u s a n d s i x .]

the day a new life is born when two hearts merge as one...
the guy who loves me truly...
whose love is pure and sincere..
someone i find it hard to forget or ignore...
someone who managed to capture my heart tat no one else can...
someone who i reali reali love so so much..

things went smoothly for us as the beginning...
we're happy together...
missing each other when apart...
loving each other more and more..
but people just wouldnt want to see us happy together...
sad to say, it was the start of the obstacles...

we manage to pull thru...
survived thru tat one month of survival game...
but once again, harsh incidents start to occur...

we kept quarelling..
we kept fighting...
tears of hurt and pain flow...
we've seen each other cry..
we feel each other's pain...
i have to admit i tried to struggle to be alive..
and you too...

on the second month anniversary...
i got to admit...
i cried...
the pain is killing me...
the distance between us is stretching farther....
i can't stand the distance...
baby i miss you...

every now and then...
i wonder why is this shit happening...
what is happening to us?
what is the cause of all this?
u asked me...
where is our bond and trust?
as u lay on my lap, sleeping, resting ur tired mind...
i sat up all nite thinking...
my heart ache as the questions u asked me kept echoing in my mind...
what am i to do baby??
why is there 3rd party around?
why B? why??

as much as you want us to be close like last time, i do too...
i miss us... i miss you...
i'm sorry i said you're out of reach...
i'm sorry i said you're here but you aint here...
i'm sorry if you think there are other guys in my heart...
i'm sorry bcz of me you're about to be fired..
i'm sorry baby...
i'm sorry bcz of me, we became like this...
i'm sorry i made you cry...
as much this situation hurts n kill you, it hurts n kill me too..

i want us to be together like last time..
the bonding...
the trust...
the smiles and laughter...

i wanna tell you,
i appreciate every single second that you spent your time with me..
i appreciate you...
i love you alot..
alot more than the start...
my love for you has no end..
i can't live my life without you...
there are no other guys in my heart...
you're the onie one i love...
you and onie you...
no one else...
trust me baby...
if there's time for us to be together again,
that million thotz in my mind, i would love to tell you..

the moment you entered my life, everiting changes... you brought sunshine into my life...if no one ever tell you this, lemme be the one who says it to you...from the bottom of my heart, i'm hapie to be your girl... i'm hapie to be in your life, loving you and taking care of you... you're that special someone whom i never thot i would love you alot...baby, i love you... baby, i miss you... cum back pls...

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